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XXVIII

Things to say when in love
i. I want to make you a planet.
ii. I will put the galaxy in your hair.
iii. Your kisses are a mouthful of firewater.
iv. I have never seen a more beautiful horizon than when you close your eyes.
and
v. I have never seen a more beautiful dawn than when you open your eyes.
— Tapiwa Mugabe, Zimbabwe

 

I found a safe place

Every inch of me is lovely

Every movement I make is captivating

Every sentence responded to with patience

Every impulse reacted to with rationality

 

I arrived abruptly

Threw down my jumbled and illogical baggage

Masked insecurities with indifference

 

Too delivering my light and laughter,

I was allowed to stay

feasting on lust

 

For a dependable future, all must

focus on self-interest, prevent vulnerability

Is something truly dynamic and deep

if tenderness, attachment, intimacy

are not paired with anxiety, aggravation, aggression, 

?

Never meeting the distress, the complexities I expected

perhaps even yearned for

The place mustn't be real

Every experience easy, effortless

It must be shallow, simple-minded

 

yet

I felt changes across my atmosphere

Realities I knew of disappearing, lessons ingrained in me altering

Lightly, slowly, without expectation or demand

I was stripped Naked

of my childish pride, my backward beliefs

Awakened by

in Love

Warm arms reaching out to me for the thousandth time

no resentment, hesitation, or question

always tolerance, confidence, understanding

I was adored, but not worshiped

and with that

I was freed

               

Thanks to strong hands, unrivaled

I am my authentic Self 

while living in unity

 

Weightless

Unabridged

at Peace

 

I live New

 

 

'Olives and Juice,' written Dec 2015.